As I was walking through the corridors with Jonaly, I saw him standing at the back door of Sanvi's room. As we passed, Jonaly greeted him with an "up here!" then I asked, "So you two are friends, huh? By the way, he's my crush." The moment I finished, Jonaly went back to him and knowing for sure what she was to do, I ran to the room and hid. I can remember how my classmates were when they saw me so red in the face... then Chloe called teasingly, "Nes, spmeone's looking for yah!" then I peeked and saw his face! The bad thing was, I hid back... stupid me! by then he should have known...
While I was on my way to SM, I got bored under the heavy traffic. So I asked God to give me a sign. I was to count 8 blue vehicles and the first guy who'd greet me wearing a blue shirt would be "someone".
While Steph and I were talking just outside Quantum, I saw him raising his brows, smiling, and for the first time, waving! I had my arm crossed that time when I had to let loose so I could wave in return. I got even more kilig when later on, I found out that he was wearing a blue shirt! Coincidence? Or... Destiny?
Jan. 6 '05 @ the canteen
Jo and I lined up to pay our lunch. It was almost our turn when she got out of the line to get something from somewhere. Unexpectedly, while turning to look for Jo, it was him I saw. He was lining up! I already got out of the line so I could wait for Jo, who was to pay for my lunch that time. Luckily, Jo gave me the money so I could pay ahead. But realizing that it would be hard to go to the end of the line, I asked my crush a favor, "Hi! Pwede singit nalang ko kay lisud man gud mubalik didto?" and yes! Hahah! It felt so great knowing that he was right after me. So close!!!
Jan. 25 '05 @ 9:36 PM
I've been searching. For long I have waited to see his nick at the #xuhs… finally! And finally! I found his nick blinking in red! I just couldn't believe I'd see his nick blinking, waiting for my response… before I clicked on his nick, I found myself screaming (in my head) with tears of joy… for the first time! I had this conversation with him which I consider as the ultimate!
Jan. 29 '05 @ Dad's Roadside Grill
It was raining and we (Steph, Maxx, Jo, Pete, Kirbz, Popo, Neil, Sheen, and I) were looking for a place to dine in that almost 11 in the evening. Then at one of the windows, I saw his face! He was looking… then smiling.. then waving… at me! luckily, I’ve successfully persuaded my friends to eat there. Our table was just near theirs. I just couldn’t help but smile and scream inside. We were in the same foodhaus! He was there, I was there… sadly, they were about to leave but happily, he waved goodbye. Wohoo!
Feb 22 '05 @ 5:20 PM, Quadrangle
"his voice I never heard that loud before"
Feb 28 '05 @ 5:45 PM
Jo, the birthday girl, asked me to ask him where Jeremy is. I searched and spotted him coming out of the gate, going home. I stood up in an instance as if something pushed me towards him. Then I called his attention by waving. OMG! I forgot his name! How could that be? I almost called him, "Nick." No way! Then I murmured to myself (one could see it was so obvious), "Unsa gani iyang name? (processing…)" Then finally said, "_ _, balo ka aha si Jeremy?" processing... "Murag naa to xa ila j...i." That was all I heard so I asked, "Ila Jazi?" then he replied yes and I thanked him then he left... what a feeling! Kilig-to-the-bones! And oh I remember, I cried tears of joy! OA... hehe
*** and the times when I just see him, the times when we meet anywhere then he would smile and raise his brows and wave ***
I made this list of kilig moments because I have this feeling that these were the last… but I also have something to sure. Moments I’m not sure if I could call kilig moments. Last two moments..
Mar 16 '05 Grad Ball
All I hoped was to dance with him… then I saw him with a girl whom I thought was just his bestfriend. But if one has seen them, no doubt they're more than just that. I was hurt. I got so so jealous… they passed by me, holding hands. I saw them so sweet, so close… to get away with my sadness, I danced to the max with my classmates and during the slow dance, I danced with my twin bro, Merbert. I told him everything about how I felt that night. As we danced, I saw my other two crushes dancing with their girls. But I wasn't jealous at all. Then I saw them approaching the dance floor still holding hands. Sheix! They danced so close near us! Just beside us! I tried so hard to avoid looking at them because I knew it would only hurt me. I couldn't believe I cried a bit on bro's shoulder, and this time, not with tears of joy. But I said to myself that I had to be strong and show him I was okay. So I looked at him and he was looking at me so I had to flash my plastic smile… anyway, he smiled. The whole duration, we were facing each other. But we weren't dancing with each other. We were dancing with our own partners. It was like a movie… all I know is that I was never completely happy that night…
Mar 18 '05 Graduation Day
I had so much fun smiling at every camera… Bro Merbert asked me to have our picture taken. While posing, Steph signaled Nick's presence. Then I looked and he smiled so I had to smile. I can remember he waved. Did that mean goodbye?
Yes, goodbye. because now, I have a new crush! He was my crush before but for just a short time. His family name is _ _ r _ _... heheh... and I'd name him Smurf... sounds like his family name... I like him because he’s simple, cute and most of all, he knows how to play guitar. He's been playing in the bands. Impressive!!! I know this is too late since we've already graduated. But it's okay. At least I won't have to think of Nick anymore.
